that don’t warrant a page by themselves
or seem to fit better here
pending poems index
chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page
audio files can be complemented by listening to them with the eyes closed
talented
don't
necessarily
win
in
fact
they
necessarily
lose !
its
part
of
being
the
most
talented
i
a
fake
or
am
i
the
real
thing ?
the
real
thing !
is
NOT
a
single
god !
men
and
lives
are
moved
around
like
pawns !
henry
neville
was
one
of
the
all
time
great
polymaths
like
leonardo
da
vinci !
can't
expect
to
know
things
from
just
having
attitudes !
why
do
i
think
of
today's
youth
as
i
write
this
its actually tremendously exciting, the process of breaking the code in the sonnets dedication
but
you
know
people
want
rubbish
the
da
vinci
code
and
like !
did you know shakespeare’s parents and children were illiterate !
he was not known to have written any letters or anything else except supposedly the plays?
it all over bar the shouting !
why it's important is that it gives you a wrong view of life if you think that shakespeare wrote shakespeare and once you can relate sir henry neville and his life and interests to the plays and poetry, they all become much richer
you really get a wrong idea of life, that some-one can just sit down and write anything
well
they
can't !
as for those frauds in the university english departments ...........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's
really
weird
like
a
secret
you
know
and
no-
one
else
knows !
i
am
a
good
work !
can't
be
too
negative
on
your
parents
after
all
they
are
you !
doesn't
make
it
wrong
just
because
it's
right
doesn't
make
it
right !
a
funny
animal
because
i
am
a
funny
animal !
kim
jong-il
has
done
for
14
years
is
give
the
world
a very
good
indication
that
communism
doesn't
work !
a
man
starts
to
understand
his
mother
a
s
a
person
the
scales
are
half
way
to
falling
from
his
eyes
frame's
words
falling
from
the
sky
infinity
made
finite
at
a
price
you
were
missed
out
relief
from
being
where ?
generation
is
different !
and
food
is
indeterminate
is
something
about
clean
pajamas
clean
pajamas
more
restful
than
the
sky
death
and
dream —
like
life
i
ever
make
any
money
at
anything
please
let
me
know !
go
forward
and
they
go
back
and
they
go
forward
again ?
has
a
strong
mystical
bent
a
synchronicity
with
infinity
no
eternal
blankness
or
absence
of
me
it
just
can't
be
modelled !
intractable
you
gotta
be
broken
all
your
life
to
understand
it !
idea
that
christ
is
a
person
is
wrong !
we
spend
our
lives
learning
that
one
there
are
moments
of
infinity
but
to
expect
continuity
of
that
in a
person
is
too
much !
day
everything
just
limps
on
half
done
quarter
done
as
usual
odd
how
you
can
see
in
a
sibling
an
ultra
clear
characteristic
of
a
parent !
toni
packer
for
whatever
reason
i
have
drifted
away
is
un-
mad
ungerman
and
not
a
gnome
value
of
leaving
a
problem
unfinished
you
wait
for
the
opportunity
for
correction !
german
gnome
looked
across
at
the
sloping
corrugated
iron
roof
of
the
hayshed
rusted
brown
and
zinc
in the half light of late evening
for
a
moment
i
thought
it
was
writing
trying
to
tell
me
something
it
still
looks
like
that
but
has
no
meaning
that
i
can
decipher
no
certainty
with
anything
is
there ?
a
disservice
if
it's
wrong
it's
a
service
if
it's
right !
old
is
about
the
only
thing
in
life
that
makes
sense !
oh
and
dying !
about health
unfortunately he’s just typical of the trash that passes for academic writers these days
look at him, dead face, dead diction, dead brain !
there’s a fundamental point about shakespeare writing shakespeare, from his background it's too inventive and has too much correct detail on matters he had no personal contact with for even a genius
sir henry neville fits soo much better, its literally his life right down to him sending cannons to denmark !
there's something about academics in the arts, very very inverted about it all !
shakespeare's works were written by an aristocrat highly politically involved in english court life at that time
why does the writer of shakespeare's works like italy so much ?
sir henry neville took a trip through northern italy to the adriatic while ambassador to france.
why did his cousin sir robert cecil complain to him about the cost of amount of paper he was using as ambassador to france ?
he was worried about what he was writing !
the top nobs in england knew who really wrote shakepespears works, it wasn't shakespeare but sir henry neville that was imprisioned after richard II !!, an anti-tudor play that came out just before the essex rebellion !
if
you have been to shakespeare's house it's obvious he never wrote the works purported to him !
sir
henry
nevill
had
every
reason
to
be
secretive
his
grandfather
was
executed
and
sir
henry
effectively
wrote
poems
glorifying
the
opposition and denigrating the
tudors
he
feared
for
the
safety
of
his
own
children
and
organised
a
conspiracy
including
poet
ben
jonson
to maintain the fiction which they continued after his death
a
message
board
it's
better
to
just
have
a
few
people
you
get
to
know
rather
than
a
noisy
rabble !
don't
have
to
be
down
and
out
i
am
down
and
out
point
about
religion
i
would
ask
is
if
it
is
any
better
than
life
in
terms
of
what
it's
about
or
even
worse ?
problem
with
academics
is
they
really
have
an
inverted
sense
of
what
is
good
poetry !
the
correction
gang
i
have
a
life
of
my
own
i
may
not
look
nice
or
i
may
b
pretty
i
may
fart
or
give
a
heavenly
odour
the
main
thing
is
i
am
what
i
am
so
please
leave
me
alone !
poem
is
an
odd
thing
it's
neither
of
language
or
sense
or
nonsense
or
anything ?
often
get
a
break
but
you
need
to
step
carefully
after
the
break
to
get
clear
all
waste
life
in
different
ways
just
don't
make
me
waste
it
your
way
as
well
as
mine
all
day
and
night !
am
afraid
to
say
with
cats
it's
all
about
food
it
is
not
about
affection
the
art
of
life
is
to
make
changes
of
direction
when
you
need
to !
the
other
half
.
.
.
.
.
.
you
are
feeling
good
everything
is
different
when
you
are
not
it's
not
is
no
happiness
unhappiness
is
life
seen
truely
are
all
sitting
on
top
of
a
fine
grained
microscale
we
have
no
idea
of
loves
himself
and
others
love
him
but
i
don't
he's
not
ECKHART !
of
the
problems
the
gurus
have
unlike
me
who
talks
into
nothing
and
no-
one
listens
is
they
deal
with
too
many
people
and
this
seems
to
leave
them
permanently
confused
i really like busby, he gives quite a different perspective !
depeleted uranium shells sound really bad news
as does high uramium hair levels
anyway chernobyl was an explosion of the actual reactor that went 2km high into the air and the radioactive particles got deposited over half europe depending on the winds at the time
if you have read the account of what happened it's like a farce, everybody at the plant on holiday except two engineers just out of university getting things wrong in an experiment and then shutting down the core which exploded the reactor because the fundamental physics was wrong at the design level !
in japan there has been no such explosion of the reactor and mostly the winds have gone out to sea and radioactive particles gone into seawater
the
effect
is
much
more
local
only
thing
you
take
with
you
when
you
leave
a
job
or
cult
is
the
skills
and
experience
you
picked
up
while
being
there
hopefully
you
have
suffered
no
health
decrement
suffering
a
health
decrement
is
often
the
case
problem
with
medication
whether
self
or
otherwise
is
side effects
wonder
if
anorexia
is
really
anorexia
or
really
a
circumlocutory
method
of
suicide ?
philosophy
of
life
every
day
is
armageddon
is
full
of
nutters
who
want
to
kill
you
if
you
upset
some
pet
idea
they
have
don't
have
to
worry
about
morality
if
you
aren't
in
a
position
to
effect
changes
or
reverse
wrongs !
typical medical invertese. i once came across something like this when a doctor at monash in a newpaper article said that 1 out of 5 people on warfarin don't eventually die from clots
what he was saying is that 4 out of 5 people on warfarin die from clots!
you can see why he said it backwards !
so translating
“ in people with systemic hypertension, normal-tension open-angle glaucoma is associated with a high pressure difference between the ocular eye pressure and the diastolic blood pressure ”
which is what you would expect, decreased membrane permeability adversely inducting damage to the optic nerves !
fish oil can improve membrane permeability
trans fats would have an inverted effect
know
what
psychosis
is
and
schizophrenia ?
they
are
people
comfortable
with
wrong
beliefs
witnesses
i
think
it's
always
disturbing
for
outsiders
to
come
across
it's
complete
self
assured
insanity
which
is
actually
what
insanity
is
maybe
it's
just
a
society
of
self
protection
for
schizophrenics !
sorry
for
myself
i
do
and
don't
indulgent
and
not
self
-
indulgent
witnesses
it's
self
injury
to
talk
to
them !
up
to
loongana
and
see
the
apple
trees
there
that's
armgageddon
my
life
is
armageddon
and
your's
is
too !
want
to
do
something
significant
like
fix
the
chainsaw
instead
the
moon
and
valley
mists
call
to
me !
witnesses
you
are
all
on
the
drug
of
conformity
abetted
by
stupidity !
for
a
picture
face
with
a
disfiguring
skin
disease
with
a
can
of
hair
spray beside
it
and
maybe
a
picture
of
a
“ hairspray ”
jesus
in
the
background
witnesses
it's
this
whole
concept
of
lying
even
though
they
believe
what
they
say
is
true
it's
not
so
they
are
still
lying !
witnesses
you
don't
need
the
world
to
be
armageddon
it
is
armageddon
already !
something
means
something
because
of
what
has
gone
before !
flu
and
colds
are
to
tasmania
as
fleas
are
to
cats
and
dogs !
there
an
afterlife ?
no
is
there
this
life ?
somewhat
all
the
wonders
of
thickening
blood
continual
migraine
glaucoma
scotomas !
script
theme
some-
one
who
reflects
people
as
they
are
and
gets
killed
for
it !
may
as
well
put
it
on
the
web
it
takes
20
or
30
years
to
develop
an
audience !
duckling
born
in
winter
don't
you
get
tired
of
spouting
such
crap ?
living
a
while
over
the
years
making
a
few
comparisons
with
some
continuity
gives
a
different
perspective
people
come
and
go
the
model
continues
that
sort
of
thing !
suppression
of
artistic
freedom
is
the
most
fundamental
indication
of
a
closed
society !
fair
portion
of
men
who
go
blind
must
kill
themselves !
the
chinese
government
is
the
making of films
of
of
red
mansions
it
has
lost
the
plot !
Cao Xueqin
must be tickled
pink
to
be
so
“ protected ”
after
all
these
years
those
goverment
mandarins
are
not
worth
the
tip
of
his
little
finger !
disrespectful
in
the
extreme !
signs
the
present
regime
is
failing
i
am
afraid !
well
not
afraid
a
teatowel
falling
to
the
ground
everything
pulls
us
down
towards
death
am
i
defined
off?
nothing
except
me
zen
charismatic
christianity
springwater
they
are
all
wrong
from
the
outset
being
defined
off
something
external
to
them !
a
mistake
to
define
yourself
off
some-
one
or
anything
else !
a
bit
of
an
art
to
letting
things
decay
gracefully !
can
see
something
but
don't
act
on
or
believe
it !
very
expensive !
i
out
of
touch ?
i
don’t
even
know
what
an
ipod is ?
most jump out if they can
have
enough
of
life's
ironies
to
keep
me
going
forever !
all
utterly
insane
living
is
nothing
real !
i
am
mad
you
are
mad
all
makes
sense
when
you
see
how
well
mao
tse
tung
lived
young
women
palaces
fine
food
and
wine
it's
all
the
usual
“ i
am
the
thing
that
work
for
what?
some -
one
to
say
some
nice
words
at
your
funeral ?
P S H A W W ................
you
are
born
so
you
have
to
strive
can
copy
one
or
two
ideas
or
works
but
what
they
can't
do
is
copy
the
great
mass
and
profusion
of
ideas
and
works
which
is
why
writers
who
write
very
little
don't
really
persist
long
term
wasp
bites
are
mummifying
white
tail
spider
bites
are
possibily necrotizing and digestive
with
enzymes
a
large
round
red
circle
with
a crusty
center
honestly
feel
the
arts
education
system
has
become
so
bad
you
have
to
unlearn
all
you
have
learnt
to
make
any
progress
I've realised it has a typo and should read “now you turn your back” not “turned your back”
my reply
there's a number of variances from “orthodox” english is that poem
sometimes you have to look at whether it's really infinity speaking and that's how the poem should be
villen is phonetic spelling for villain, i prefer your phonetic spelling as it also femininses villain
women for woman the “en” on women ties in with villen
i prefer “turned your back”, sorta shifts the time sense
james joyce used to do this sort of thing, it's considered very advanced writing !
basically you have written that poem is several layers !
do
you
see
how
i
have
used
“ is ”
there ?
andrew writes:
it's dissonant , but sometimes that is better
i think you will find “woman” doesn't fit either !
eileen replies :
i'll have a think about that
actually u could well b right cos the word women was resounding in my head like a swear word Lol
bloody andrew bloody women type of thing Lol
or more like damn him for lumping me in with the other bloody women
a
woman
to
heel
harder
than
a
dog
of
course
women
do
it
to
men
all
the
time
think
a
scotoma
is
an
artifact
of
a
degenerative
process
in
the
retina,
retinal
ganglion
cells
or
optic nerves !
91
“At 85 I had a crisis. I looked in the mirror, and saw an old man. I was overweight, my posture was terrible and there was skin hanging off me. I looked a wreck..”
disgusting !
interestingly he was a dentist
i really may have to do exercise to help keep me away from glaucoma
it's
a
frightening
thing
to
wake
up
in
the
morning
with
visual
scotomas
from
overnight
high
ocular
pressure
sheer
fatigue
of
keeping
alive !
don't
just
lie
down
and
die
from
old
age
you
start
to
break
down
in
bits
and
pieces
from
30
on
and especially
from
50
on!
death
is
exponentially
inevitable !
better
to
be
publically
conforming
and
privately
non-conforming !
women
are
experts
at
this !
are
blind
ants
ceaselessly
shoring
up
nests
reality
is
pulling
apart !
sheen
one
woman
will
kill
you
two
women
will
bury
you
actually
i
think
he
buries
himself !
is
it
so
difficult
to
figure
out
how
things
are
?
i
don't
have
any
kids
a
half
off
half
on
girlfriend
the
answer is
your
brain
is
designed
to
raise
and
feed
kids
regardless
of
whether
you
have
any
you
buy
a
new
car
within
3
months
it's
no
longer
new
if
you
buy
a
used
car
10
years
later
if
its
still
around
its
still
used
is
like
scientology
completely
absolutely
raving
nuts
don't
actually
agree
with
he's
another
fuckwit
too
much
of
men
that
was
his
problem
man
is
an
island ”
is
an
island ”
donne
was
wrong
like
having
kids
together
can't
really
unwrap
complete
misfit
in
life
a
complete
misfit
in
love
you
must
have
noticed
you
can
pretend
it's
not
happening
but
it's
happening
all
right
world
is
wrong
and
infinity
is
an
indictment
of
the
world
can't
see
what
i'm
doing
half
the
time
until
i
do
it
hard
to
understand
about
mediocrity
it's
not
just
an
inability
to
reach
but
a
conscious
rejection
of
what
extends
them
bleak
things
look
when
the
feel -
good
portion
of
the
brain
is
missing
too
smart
to
get
involved
in
something
like
that
too
old
too
jaded
too
cynical
too
tired
loori
you
got
married
again to
a
woman 30?
years
your
junior !
bit
of
bad
luck
running
into
a
woman
like
that
attitude
of
women
“ do
what
i
want
or
i
will
go
away
and
die ”
.
.
.
i don't care ”
don't
think
happiness
is
a
sine
qua
non
of
life
but
unhappiness
is
positive
side
of
miscavige
is
he
has
effectively
destroyed
scientology
in
a
way
that
was
not
otherwise
possible
hallmark
of
zen
on
the
web
and
real
life
censorship
and
exclusion
of
meaningful
criticism
has
too
many
nuts
in
it
even
joko
beck
is
a nut
why
do
i
feel
that
what
she
says
and
herself
is
so
dead?
another
wasted
life
that
doesn't
even
scratch
the
surface
of
the
wrong
minded
ness
at
least
toni
packer
wasn't
a
nut !
but
then
she
wasn't
zen
masters
and
teachers
dead
heads
and
dicks
don't
like
having
to
explain
death
to
corpses
don't
like
having
to
explain
corpses
to
corpses
it's
sorta
an
intensity
i
prefer
the
intensity
of
trees
golden
elm
yews
and
cedars
sweeping
the
sky
macrocapras
silver
birches
are
my
sunshine
my
only
sunshine
you
make
me
unhappy
when
no
clouds
are
around
hmmm............
shades
of
father
william ?
bad
i
notice
those
who
talk
about
it
are
least
equipped
to
act
and
do !
within
the
family
sexual
competition
paradigms
are
overwhelming
in
human
behavior
which
is
why
gender
blurring
can
be
so
far
ahead
it
is
not
bound
by
it
got some yesterday at the “nut house”
quite nice eating, deep water off the east west and southern coast of tasmania
being deep water should have good oils in
the fish is tall and thin so the fillet will be wider without meaning it's a bigger fish !
i
always
buy
the
fish
a
s
small
as
possible
to minimise the mercury
is
no
point
in
being
broken
and
acting
like
you
are
repaired
are
women
such
bitches ?
there's
no
male
equivalent
in
other
words
the
problems
are
tautological !
what i am saying is that its inherent to the way male and female form and are split from each other, like if you split something the two ends that have been split are complementary and take their shape from each other in negative and postive ways!
the
male
perception of “bitch” has no male correlate, that is “bastard” is different from bitch !
you
are
mad
not
easy
not
sane
actually
that's
the
hard
part
who
come
into
contact
with
zen
get
damaged
some
escape
some
don't
i
do
and
i
don't
escape !
think
i
am
becoming
more
who
i
used
to
be
before
i
got
slaughtered
by
religion
i
say
that
john
loori
was
schizophrenic
i
should
add
i
am
also
schizophrenic
that
still
doesn't
mean
i
approve him
are
a
herd
animal
intention
aims
zen
is
very
flawed
best watched on pop out
really quite different
sort of monty python meets avant garde music meets commercial music and aging farts !
maybe i preferred “ here i come constantinople ”
charles bukowski's “so you want to be a writer” is real
plenty of blood and bone
sulphate
of
potash
a small amount of epsom salts
i water with a soluble fertiliser that is well mixed and has been left to stand for an hour to dissolve and stirred each time before pouring from the watering can
the water soluble mix is 50/50 aquasol and yates cause they have slightly different balances of minerals and sometimes i put in some liquid seaweed too especially when the plant is starting
perfect
fruit
is
not
the
best
sounds
sweetest
is
not
always
what
is
deepest
harmony
in
dissonance
is
what's
deepest
and
life
potential
its
just
a
bunch
of
sums
that
dont
add
up!
you can explore this by watching the incongruences as they inevitably occur
or
you
can
back
off
expectation
of
things
turning
out
ok !
the
latter
is
certainly
easier
the
intensity
of
flowers
do
women
want ?
for
men
to
be
more
like
women !
what
do
men
want ?
for
women
to
be
less
like
themselves
not
writing
for
the
hoi
polloi
i'm
writing
for
the
one
or
two
people
in
three
hundred
years
that
might
read
this !
